It's 31st of March, 2012, been almost a month and a half after we clashed. I was just too sad. Couldn't accept it was really happening. I feel like killing myself. I fucking hate myself. I was too hurt that I really can't feel pain. Who should I love now? How can I ever forget you? I pitied looking at you being sad, so I decided to ask for an apology and asked whether we could be together again. She said No, I like someone else. THAT MOMENT. My heart was torn to bits. I couldn't do anything. It's just her heart. I know that she wants to be with him forever and she has been very looking forward to spend time with her. I guess he's her partner in crime now. I understand. Her generosity, beauty, sympathy, bravery, kindness, modesty, intelligence, patience... are just something I can never forget. I kept on crying everyday, thinking about her. I just can't stop reading her blog. I really hated it when she wrote "I guess this is the end of the blog." I can't believe that it's the end. But then, it is. I'm really trying my best to forget her. It's just that everything reminds me of her. I guess this IS the end of our love story.
What I have learnt while I was with her :
1. Try to make her smile all the time
2. Never like someone else. Because actually your heart loves her.
3. Never mention another guys name, especially her admirer.
4. Never get bored talking to her.
5. Never tease her fat or anything. Even if it's a joke.
6. Never stop saying I love you.
7. Always praise her beautiful.
8. ALWAYS accept her for who she is.
9. Never let anyone go too close to her. (the same thing might happen to me)
10. Do everything sincerely.
11. Gift her anything SINCERELY.
12. Never LIE.
13. Always keep her accompanied.
14. Never scold her for not being perfect.
15. Always compliment her.
16. If she wants to call you sweet names, let her.
17. NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER BREAK HER HEART.
I think that's it. Maybe I will never update this blog anymore, so you guys don't have to visit it. and to her, if you are reading this, I just want to tell you that almost all my tweets are for you.
That is all I guess.
Good bye.
Au revoir, my
love friend.
*salutes*
