Annyeong haseyoo! Ahh, here I am after a looooong break. I wouldn't really call it a break since it's just I can't use the computer. Meh. Why am I here all of the sudden you may ask. I'm here to tell you some news! Great news? Bad news? I'm not that sure myself.
Well something did happen today though. She smiled less than a few days before :\ Did I do something wrong or is there something wrong? Hurgh. and when I called her just now she go like "*clicking noises* *hangs up*" Called her again, same thing. When I called her for the last time, she sent the busy tone ._. Maybe it's because I disturbed her studying. But yesterday was fine. Okay let's cut to the chase.
The first one is.. she doesn't like that guy anymore! Yayyyyy :D But maybe she still like him but she's hiding it. but my relationship with her is just friends. FRIENDS. Hmph.
I felt special until you treated everyone the same as me.
I really thought she liked me a 'little'. GIVE ME SOME HOPE GODDAMNIT. Soo hard for me to get over her. That moment when you are trying your best to get over her, but then you end up falling for her even more. THAT SUCKS MANNNN.
Okay okay, numbah two. I'm actually the harmonizer in a nasyid group :P
That wasn't really important now was it?
That's all I guess. And now time for some random rumbling.
I really miss talking to Amirah and the gang. Somehow it's really hard to talk to them. Idk, it feels... weird.
I really am trying my best to talk to them, somehow I end up looking at them, with a smile on my face, and I walk away. HAHAHA Amirul.
They always said, "I think she doesn't really fit with him." "You deserve her." Let me tell you one thing, okay? Love, there's no barriers. Whatever what they say, if they really love each other, nothing can stop it.
Also, what kept me from not writing in the blog is the VN called Katawa Shoujo or translated from Japanese "Disabled Girls". Ikr? hahaha. It's like a dating sim. Really fun, not some lifeless game I hope. Don't laugh at it yet. Btw here's the synopsis if you're interested and link too.
"
Tells a story of a young man and five young women living with varying disabilities. The majority of the story takes place at the fictional Yamaku High School for disabled children, located somewhere in modern Japan. Hisao Nakai, a normal boy, has his life turned upside down when a long-dormant cardiac dysrhythmia forces him to transfer to a new school after a long hospitalization. Despite his difficulties, Hisao is able to find friends, and perhaps love."
Picked from wikipedia.
If you reaaally want to play this game, go google katawa shoujo or the LMGTFY.
Hehe, that's really the end of the blog for today. I have no mood swings anymore atleast :D. kbai
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Until we meet again!
I really love you. You changed my life. Literally. How I approach people is totally different from before.
Thank you. Very much.
